recipe for destruction

a recipe for destruction per the nation of dopeattic

4 1/2 hours of sleep
1 million problems @ work
2 million irrational thoughts
500 stupid questions asked by coworkers
10 calls from patients
1000 horrible mistakes i make a day

this all may seem quite pessimistic but that is exactly how i feel. tonight it's:

pack for vacation 4 days/3 nights
iron some clothes
make choc.chip oatmeal cookies
angela f. spend the night
get beach chair from the cousins
top priority-nap

i'll be overwhelmed but at least i'm not working for the next 3 days. relief and relaxation. angela f. and i went to the dinky farmer's market at lunch today. she bought two watermelon, 1 cantaloupe, 1 honeydew, 2 avocados, blackberries, peaches and a pineapple. the doctors that i work for send the office to the beach every summer. they afford the condo and the evening meals and then the rest of the time we sit on the beach. it's a super nice perk, i'm not complaining one ounce. last year i stayed intown and worked. it was absolutely hellacious and i will never do it again. all and all the beaches on the mainland will never compare to the beautiful places the 45 shared with me when i went to honolulu. bellows beach, waikiki et cetera. i have fond memories and have had pleasant enough experiences at the jersey shore and west coast sand dunes/cliffs, still the fact remains that HI is awesome. if there weren't the mountains and the urban city sprawling out with a variety of cultures and races i say forget about it, but it's a damn paradise.